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No red lipstick on my teeth…
‘You belong here,’ I say to myself. My slow stride leads me into the room…deeper, to where the sound of mingling women fills the air. I hear glasses clinking and conversational laughter chiming. Beautiful, harmonious designer perfumes orbit me as I draw closer. I catch a glimpse of myself in a mirror on the wall…walking past it, then returning to snag a deeper look into my own face. No red lipstick on my teeth. I straighten my shoulders, loosen my grip on my handbag and push
crystaloldham
Sep 102 min read


Under the bridge downtown…
‘This is a helluva place to wake up on Father’s Day,’ I said to my friend in a video message I sent her this past Sunday. Paying homage to the name of the brand-new hotel, Sleep Inn, built on the edge of our beloved town and perched on the bank of the Tennessee River, I let my sweet husband and daughter…sleep in. I ventured down in search of coffee, a workout and the sunrise. Instead, I found myself enveloped in a space that shifted my life’s trajectory more than any other pl
crystaloldham
Jun 242 min read


September, 1988…
Standing outside Ms. Byrd’s third-grade classroom at Audubon Elementary in Merritt Island, Florida, my body shook and tears rolled down my cheeks. I felt the sweetness of her reassuring voice as Ms. Byrd stepped closer to me, letting her classroom door gently close behind her when my body began its undoing in the outdoor hallway of this Brevard County public school. I clicked into my brain, readjusted my shoulders, and reminded myself of the importance of performance. After a
crystaloldham
May 292 min read
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